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13 years ago today



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Hi there.

I hope you are doing fine in your new world.
How does things work in your world ?
Do you get a fresh start as a different person?
Maybe not.
I have a feeling that you are still you and still have the same job.
You loved your job as a camereman, didn't you?
I just can't imagine you doing other things.

I don't have to close my eyes to imagine you behind the camera
looking into the lens.
You are still in my mind after all these years...


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I still can't believe that it's been 13 years since you suddenly left
this world which we happly lived together.

June 2nd 1996,
it was a hot early summer day in Manhattan.
The day that I will never forget for the rest of my life.

Even though I am very happy with my new life with K,
which I owe it a lot to K's generosity,
I sometimes remember the days we spent together.
All the good memories, all the good times, all the good hours,
all the good minutes, all the good seconds...

But to tell you the truth, it's becoming very blear each year.
Guess this means I am living a very happy life now,
don't you think ?

I want you to know that you don't have to worry about me.
As I said, I have a wonderful husband who loves all of me,
me who has gone through a lot which a normal girl usually does not
have to go through !

So please rest in peace.

I believe this is the very first time that I spoke to you like this.
It feels very good.
I should have done this way before.

But I must tell you that this will be my last message to you.
You well know why, don't you ?

Bye ! and have a wonderful after world !


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by yuzudiary | 2009-06-02 18:53 | ひとり言